Tsunami and I had a wonderful 2 months honeymoon. It was like a fairytale, by all means, we couldn’t be away from each other. We would spend hours and hours talking, kissing, touching, tasting each other, drinking wine, making love over and over again.
The massive attraction that we had (and I believe we still do) was amazing and really uncontrollable.
I felt that Tsunami really understands me; he knew how I like to be touched, kissed, looked at… sometimes we would just be staring at each other without any word, yet it felt that we were in continuous conversation. This feeling of just being yourself; happy without any reason to be happy, just enjoying the moments that we are together, whether under the sheets, or just having our usual lunch or dinner at Bistro One, honestly, our eyes and hearts were communicating all the time.
Those 2 months, I felt protected and secured. It is true when it said that a woman was taken out of the man, not of his head to top him, nor out of his feet to be trampled underfoot, but out of his side to be equal, under his arm to be protected, and near his heart to be loved. Tsunami was able to give me this kind of indescribable feeling.
Do men really know what women want?????? Why relationships start with a great honeymoon and eventually this love in the air period disappears? Why you reach to the moon then all of sudden you go down below the ground???
Reality bites… both sides put the blame on each other; neither wants to be responsible of the deteriorations. Tsunami and I were so much in love, excited about one another, but along the way, our fights and arguments were increasing. That feeling of protection and security was vanishing day after day. No matter how many times I have tried to communicate my needs.
All I would like to say for men. Please do have an active listening ear. Women intend and in so many ways to convey their frustrations and needs. Yet when men do take their partners for granted, conflicts become greater day after day.
If I were able now to discuss with Tsunami how I used to feel, and how he has contributed to end our marvelous honeymoon. I wish I can tell him that I still love him deeply, I long for him day and night. I miss every bit of him. I miss talking to him, touching him. I remember how his body feels, how his smell makes me go crazy. I miss his voice, eyes and everything in him…
Yet the question is, does Tsunami know what a woman like me needs?
Aurora
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