Recently and after the Tsunami that hit my life back in March, I have decided to go on a trip to Singapore. I have a friend who lives and works there. This friend is one in a million…There is only ONE like him.
At a certain point, I will share the whole story of my friend, Protokletos… I will call him Protokletos…
I had a lot time to think and breathe, and for the first time in months, I was able to take a very deep breath. I felt every inch of my body. I felt that I am really touching my own soul, my own human existence. My tears would roll down just for the fact, I was finally being able to breathe… to hear my normal heartbeats…I spent a lot of moments thinking of Tsunami, and how bad he has hit my life, I thought a lot of what were my reasons and motives to have been with Tsunami? Tsunami knocked me off… without any previous alerts… Tsunami imposed himself in my life… his charming smile… of course he was more than welcomed… with open arms…a woman like me, who was in a state of searching for what she couldn’t reach… for what couldn’t be hers.
In the Botanic Gardens, I questioned myself…Was it really love? Was it only attraction and infatuation? Was it the determined woman in me? Was it an exist of my own life? Was it the connection, the chemistry? Was it a project I didn’t want to fail? Was it the fear of not being loved again? was I trying to prove something to somebody…. Far away? Was it the physical resemblance?
We, in my part of the World intend to never face ourselves. We are masters in wearing masks, colorful, beautiful and entertaining masks… we put the blame on everybody else except us. We are perfect, complete… we are Divine.
I am now on a journey to discover what has really happened to my life, before, with and after Tsunami… why Protokletos? , but first, I have put down the masks, I have taken off all the layers covering my mind and body, but most importantly, I am taking off what is really covering my soul. This is my moment of truth.
Aurora
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